28th July
2011
Quiet, peaceful, the view from here, from the inside,
shielded by the coloured glass, decorated by the fanciest venetian blinds, the
sunlight hesitating, trying to fall through the gaps, here and there, not sure
if it is welcome. Generously enough, the
glass allows for a view outside, challenging my interpretations. It is a bold
move, to take this challenge, since, what is beyond will not change, but what
the eyes choose to see, would alter the world inside.
That bird, high up in the sky that I see, flying in circles,
peaceful...or is it hunting? Maybe I would never understand the thrill and
tension of that predator, hungry, anguished, displaying its basic nature. That
slight ruffle of leaves... a soft greeting or a warning of impending doom?
Of all the stillness in the midst of these flying birds,
objects move, continuously, from left to right and right to left. Are they
hollow, moving on their own, directionless, clueless towards the dense mist
somewhere in the east. Or are there filled with the carriers of thoughts, and
life, and happiness, celebration, or vacuum? Whoever they are, carriers or
non-carriers, in such variety of existence, but the directions taken by them
are only two, or three at the most? No wonder the world is crowded; for these
paths are forever full, and those that are hidden, rarely taken, a gigantic
sign at the entrance...” do you care?” And when by mistake the answer is a
“yes”, the sarcastic laughter reverberates in the emptiness of those paths, piercing
through that laughter is where the interpretations of the inside come to aid.
The world inside defines the one beyond the coloured glass,
for the strength of the winds falling on the windows is immeasurable, that
which is acting as a shield transforms into an enabler of ignorance. The colour
of the rains is a mystery, and the one who has never stepped out to feel it
would never know it from here. Those who are new, born inside would never care;
but the aged, the experienced, would feel the nostalgia, the longing to move
out and stand there, beyond that beguiling glass-cover. The uneasiness would make them stare blankly
into the distance, and if their insides permit, they would venture outside,
fearless, and strong.
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